So I was walking down College Avenue in College Place and the sun was shining brightly, so my eyes were the narrowest squint.
I looked to my right as I passed the student missions office and noticed a number of students, some that I knew, pointing out the sun, and facing it, with their eyes completely closed, walking backwards down the middle of the street. They didn't see me. I kept walking.
Then I woke up.
4 comments:
hi,
i'm your mirrow picture.
i just stumbled upon your blog and though, hmm i know this guy, he is my mirrow picture.
my name is cookie, it's not my real name, i just like cookie,
i'm female, student, and life not in america, but in europe. explains my english.
my life sucks. because i have no life.
i have zero friends. not because i'm fat and ugly, but because i don't talk much.
i've had one boyfriend two years ago, he was the real deal, but not for me.
i don't get emails, only spams and i know about the true state of america, this world, that you mentioned here.
i love cats,
i used to write short stories and i used to paint.
i'm alone. i have God, he's my friend, the only friend. i'm not complaining, i don't miss people it's just i'm alone. i don't go to church and i'm not a fake christian and i'm not one of those sweeties.
when i read a bit through your entries i thought i knew you. dunno.
can we be friends?
we don't see each other, but can we write messages to each other?
can we tell each other about our life, our happy moments, our low points? or just saying hi, good to have a 'pen friend' out there.
i like the idea of having a friends out there who i have never seen or met in person. i hope your not a sicko,i'm not. i'm just a forgotten girl trying to reach out finding a forgotten friend.
i don't know if you will ever read this long and silly comment here. but would be so cool if you would put some sort of 'answer' in your next post... if there will be another post. i'll check from time to time, if you want i'll comment again and put my email. i know this is an stupid thing to do, but i don't care. email for you.
adam, that is a good name. when i go to uni i always pray for someone who's name is adam. he had a motorcycle accident and was in coma for 10 months. i used to only pray for myself or my fam, if at all. now i like praying for people who have absolutely no idea about it. it's cool. i'm not one of those holy ones who only talk about how god loves you. yes he does but it's not all. e.g he is jealous too.
a definition of my life is would be failure. since 2006 i'm a failure in 99 percent of what i do. and i'm a liar. God knows i'm a bad liar. i hate lying. i lie to people about my life. just take Christmas, oh boy, it was nice.
it always feels like an open heart surgery without pain meds. raw and bloody and painful.
my heart is heavy, the burden i carry is more then i can take. i have no friends because i don't speak, because i'm not like all the other girls, who chat, who love, who dress up, who put make up on their lips, i never know what to say, how to be superficial and dumb. you know what i mean? that's not a praise, i'm dumb.
i carry secrets no one knows, i carry pain no one feels, i'm an outsider.
This was a super crazy comment. i hope your not scared. i'd be scared if i'd read this. i'm not scary.. just a little desperate and sick of being alone.
do you want to build a friendship with this crazy girl? i chanced my mind and will leave you my email. feel free to write my (or not), if you don't know what to write, just type hi and i'll write back hi.
cookie
see, that's me. i forgot to put my email in my horrible comment. but maybe that was not a bad thing, i have second thoughts again. maybe you just post here if you want to hear more from me. then i'll comment back.
i'm sorry and that i described you as my mirrow picture. that was offending.
good night,
c
oh my, it's me again.
i'm a nightmare.
i just read my first comment again and it's so f*** crazy. i had a good laugh...
'hi, i'm your mirrow picture'
this is scary.
c
Hi Cookie,
Sorry I haven't replied in so long, but as you can see I don't update this blog too much.
I suppose I'd be interested in writing to you, if you still check this blog. Let me know!
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